ai.....i did something wrong last weekend...l made a mistake..

there was a horrrible thing happened..so disapointed...

l'm reaaly so fuck up now...how fuckin confuse .. do u know... guy?

i think i know that ...but i really don't want to believe "the truth"..

could u tell me that u really have some other feelings on me?or like? or  sth like that?

whatever,i would like to listen the truth..bad or good..i'll never mind..

don't leave me alone... plx...

I need the answer...

l won't forget last morning...

"late at night when all the world is sleeping..

l stay up and think of you..

And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too...

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight,
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me, and I wonder if you know I'm there
If you look in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
As I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day to have the courage to say
How much I love you, yes I do"

yesterday...is a sweet sweet day...heeeeee....i was shoppin wif him in mk....i'm so confusing that i don't wt yr funkin brain is thinkin about...a u flirtin me?or dating me?can someone tell me the truth??

in facts i really dun wanna u flirt me..i hope u are not one of this fuckin type's guys..

i dun know~~how i feel~~~

tomorrow~~tomorrow~~~

i~~dun know wt to say~~~

tomorrow~~tomorrow~~

is a different day~

我都唔知幾多日冇寫日記．．．

下個月有工返喇．．

都係幫我老豆做野－＿－

auyway..我會做好去la!!

睇緊創世紀ar...噓噓噓。。

今day,同平時一樣,有ｄ唔同既就係老公今朝過左我屋企，因為今日唔駛返早呢～嘻嘻＊開心屎～日日就係臭住阿ｂ～夜晚就出黎陪你打機食飯，都幾開心ａｒ～

咁樣咪幾好，真係唔係幾想黎開ｈｋ，我知點解過左去ｎｚ會唔開心，因為，ｏ係ｏ個面既時候，冇人陪我，除左你，你日日陪我傾電話．．又擔心我唔可以自己照顧自己．．又成日驚我悶＊真係好錫我＊你就好似我既支柱咁日日撐住我，但當一有少少事發生左，就好似你發我脾氣又或者你冇電話，我就會好緊張，就咩都唔做淨係ｏ係度亂唸野，淨係識唸埋一面搞到自己唔開心，鬼咩～自己一個人冇人開解下ｗｏｒ～就係ｏ係呢段時間，我更加學識自己去開解自己．．．．

但係關於你既事，i can't control myself...

我唔想離開你．．．唔要走啊．．你明唔明啊．．．．．

我失去了勇氣。。。。。。

呢次會係我第二次走，我覺得你唔冇咁緊張我．．．因為已經係第二次。是ｍａ？

你話可以帶埋你走．．你話幾好呢～

唸起ｏ係ｎｚ既日子，同埋離開ｈｋｏ個日既情景，我仍然係想哭出來．．．再放聲痛哭一埸．．．